Bottled up inside,are the words i never said,the feelings i hide,the lines you never heard..

.Me

.PROFILE

Shahrul aka Ayul
27 February 1982
Nanyang Poly
Single and Available
Ex-NYP Silat Vice president
SCDF Medic
A happy-go-lucky person
Can be irritating sometimes

.what my heart desires

O means done and X means failed

Oy]an adidas jacket
[y]my own dslr camera
Oy]a new handphone
[y]a visit to the zoo,night safari and birdpark
OY]my nyp graduation certificate
OY]a good job with good pay
[Y]my driving licence
[Y]mazda rx-7
[Y]someone to complete the missing piece in my heart

.SHOUT

.Past entries

February 2007

.Friends

Anuar
Azli
Azlina
Azsimah
Dani
Dina
Donna
Dya
Fadhullah
Fana
Fauzi
Firdaus
Hakkim
Haz
Hidayat
Ipin
Juzailah
Mai
Mardia
Maria
Marni
Muhaimin
Norida
Rafie
Shuhadah
Syaheed
WaK
Zainal
Wirna
Ky
Elly
Sue

Friday, February 2, 2007

Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said
The feelings i hide
The lines you never heard

You can see it in my eyes
Read it in my face
trapped inside are memories
of me and you i cant replace

The hurt im feeling ,wont disappear overnite
But why must it be this way?
Can somebody please tell me
how to get things back the way it used to be
cos im down on bended knees

no matter how i tried
juz cant seem to get you off my head
images of you kept playing in my mind day and night
somehow i'll have to overcome it but how?
oh god please give me the strength and courage
to move on
everything will be alrite......i guess
but things wont be the same anymore

it wasnt meant to be
it didnt last
with a heavy heart
im setting you free
hoping u'll come back to me
One Fine Day.........